i'm back ..whtt???

so i'm here again.. trying to write :)

but now i'm in a little strange situation that my little blog will be wondering what this man is doing ...
thats obvious if he(rather 'it' ) thinks so...'cause i named him with 'solitude' and now i'm trying to write anthr log in him at home where 4 of my roommates(flat mates if said precise) is around making all kinds of noise together with the most influential discovery in human history showing of its full talent(oh ho..i meant 'tv'... thats my problem when i start my bla bla ..i keep on doing it making the listener first impress.. then embarrass.. and finally decide upon one gr8 truth-'maan this guy is intolerable if he is allowed to speak :) ' )
now coming back to the problem ..
i am supposed to write here in my blog and people are supposed to read it ...otherwise this wonderful wonderful page created by blogspot or blogger(Google analogy)or whatever.. will cease to remain an interesting place and finally it will go to its graveyard which is of course in the layers of an unused hard disk of some blunt machine which Google keeps in the worst node which they get with their least access time algorithm...
'no..i wont let u die like that' (sob sob! ) -is something i can do... or maybe thats the easiest thing i can do to escape :)
But still... i should write..its my pride...ppl think i can write..or mayb if put in the right way 'i think ppl like me write' or in a better way ' i like to assume that ppl like me writing' :)
ok ok
i am not gonna write more shit making my last reader also close the window..
i am gonna write something..
ok got it...
lets goon to next post :) see you there...

chhotti si love story

some strange curiosity made me put this here..or a very long obsession...
manisha koirala had been my favourite lady and maybe it is my chhotti si love story :)

"will you come for dinner with me ?? "

Love Story

workstation

workstation!
i think i should find a nest,
Somewhere high above,
maybe in a cloud.
I can sleep a while then
Awake and see the show
down,live;and sleep again
without worries of shutting down..

ps:dedicated to software engineers

to the girl in my dreams

"For how many years I've been searching you

and how many years further shall i
though your voice is still in my ears
and ur face is still bright in my dreams,
I'm alone in here, awaiting those footsteps...
when will you come down from my dreams"

poems...writing...

poems...writing...

somebody once wisely mentioned...poetry is poor mans telegraph!!
yes..the words are too less but compact enough to carry a storm within..
so that makes the stand for poetry within the great literature set clearly dominated by novels!
now comes the bigger question, why i write poems?
answer is simple..i am not sure to keep the spirit in the words if i write a novel or even a short story..

whenever i get an impulse,i think i can write it down as a poem before i loose that state- u see,the mind of a young human is very vibrant and spontaneous-but its a flash memory(in techno verses :) ) ~emotions are too short to stay awake till the end,if i write a novel:)
One other thing i have always wondered is how people can write about things from a completely different angle..for me,whenever i sit down and write something, whatever fiction i choose it eventually takes its most from my life only!!!

so strange,isn't it??

so that was about me and writing!!
and now u may think after checking the blog that u can't find an indigenous,truly me article!! hmm..that surely needs some space to explain.
I tried writing,tried again n again...my reading also increased meanwhile..many a times i realized one great truth..the things i was going to write;the things that needed to be penned down,are already done by someone else..that too in such a beautiful manner that i see myself in those lines!
those lines keep on burning in my mind creating that peculiar effect that would stop only if i did something and that something i'm doing now...i translate poems,i write about what others wrote..and so n so.
maybe at some point of time i'l get something which is entirely me!! :)

so that speaks something abt this blog...and i think thats enough for the day :)
or i'l start writing some more bla bla stuff which eventually even i wont read later ;)

Noise!

vibes of solitude is the caption of this entire blog..but at least physically I’m not that now..Sitting with a lost mind in a half cubicle (that’s where time placed me before 7-8 months..still continuing) I feel alone in the crowd. May be thats the solitude I meant while naming the blog...or maybe its simply the word..’solitude’…I liked the term much from the first time I saw,first time I heard…It has a strange kind of affection,a pulling force :)

and when it comes to vibes…its really the solitude in me that’s vibes out the words…so it’s the vibes of solitude…the voice of solitude that pours out…doesn’t mean that I’m lonely all the way. But I prefer loneliness sometimes…and that loneliness,the solitude makes me think…makes me write…

I should have put the name as ‘Noise’ as I feel now… :)

Its always the scattered feelings that I pour out or rather my solitude pours…

Scattered voices aka Noise